Sunday, May 27, 2012

You are the Only Thing that is Beautiful in me

 10 days down. 84 to go.

summer. it's just one simple little word. a word that seems to fly by quicker than we think possible and has some of our most precious memories trapped inside of that little word. but this year, that one little word encapsulates a period that requires nothing short of extreme faith in this very fallen world. 


& it's going to be beautiful. 


this summer I won't have any date nights or even many nights with my girlfriends and family, but God is going to use this time to glorify His kingdom, and that's what matters. so far God has shown me that my fears do not have to consume and overpower me this summer. it's just a continual opportunity to take my fears to my Father, who loves me unconditionally and wants my days to be filled with joy. I'm not going to lie, some days are dark and I feel like the enemy won't ever stop attacking me, but my God has never let me down before and He is not going to start now.


That's the beautiful thing about our Father: He will never let us be alone because He is always with us. That doesn't mean He's there during the good times and then He bails like those "friends" you have. He is always there. And that makes the all the trials and tribulations of this world easier to bear.


I know this summer holds some absolutely wonderful times for some of my friends: getting engaged, getting married, starting a new job, etc., but for some others this summer also holds some very scary times: living alone for the first time, starting a job they don't understand, moving on from a lost love, etc. But no matter what phase of life you are in just please remember that our God is bigger than our circumstances and He will provide.


"I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances.  I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want." -Philippians 4:11-12

I put this passage in because I think it's very important to realize that in verse 12 Paul says that he has learned to be content, that means it did not come naturally. It took time, practice, and training. So do not give up if you think you can't handle this life that God has given you. Sometimes it just takes time to see the beautiful places God is leading you into. Just trust Him. 

“This job has been given to me to do. Therefore, it is a gift. Therefore, it is a privilege. Therefore, it is an offering I may make to God. Therefore, it is to be done gladly, if it is done for Him. Here, not somewhere else, I may learn God’s way. In this job, not in some other, God looks for faithfulness.”
-Elisabeth Elliot

there is always something to be thankful for. always.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

While I'm Waiting

Saying goodbye for three months. quick and painful. But for some reason this is the path that God has set me on. So while I'm on this part of the path I am going to attempt to keep this blog semi-updated with what God is teaching me. 

So right now I am on day 1 of Alex being gone for 3 months to Pinecove Christian Camps in Columbus, TX and in two weeks I will move up to Nashville for the summer to work for my internship. In recent time God has shown me how perfectly He plans everything out in our lives. He never ceases to stop loving, caring, and guiding us in His perfect plan that can most beautifully glorify Him. Over just the past few months I have made some wonderful friendships with these women of God who "just happen" to have just gone through a similar long distance experience or are currently going through a long-distance relationship. And let me just say that as a huge worrier and planner, this has just shown me how much I need to rely on God and stop trying to plan out my entire life.


God will meet all your needs. God will fight your battles if you let Him. 


So that's what my prayer is for this summer. To let God fight my battles and for my strength to daily come from Him. He has blessed me beyond my wildest dreams and I am so excited to see what He is going to do in my family's lives, my friend's lives, and Alex's life this summer to draw us all closer to Him, because it will be more beautiful than anything we can imagine. 

My goal of this blog is not to let the few of you who read this know what groceries I just bought or a movie I just saw, but to reflect the lessons that God is trying to get through my thick skull. Sometimes I am a little stubborn so there may be more than one post on a certain subject but I hope that God can use my little blog to glorify His kingdom and use my past pain and experiences and current struggles to help others. 

"When God heals you of past hurt, He not only wants to help you, but He also wants your experience to be a gateway through which others can experience the same healing" -devo   

"God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble"-Psalm 46:1